3/11/15

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           Hey everyone that views this blog, sorry I haven't been writing I had a week of battles with finding new affiliates to sponsor this page because google told me they couldn't explain why I had so many clicks some days and none the other days, I am not a rocket scientist sometimes I would get a click for Canada out of the blue and other times some other country like Taiwan. Well Anyway I got things back in place the outside looks a little different but the inside is the same. I also have a website now as long as a streaming tv page. Trying everyday to keep up with people and get that money, don't want to be 60 and still work in retail, even being a manager in some fields is still just a justification that oh at least I am not just a worker. If you saw you father work at a pharmacy as a pharmacist but it was for Walgreen's, would you say oh my dad is a pharmacist or would you say he works for Walgreen's.I just think if everyone didn't have their minds set on being the one up everyone could just make money and relax. People that have chemistry degrees end up being sales reps or people that were doctors in their country now work for Target here. I mean when was it so important not to be viewed or to be viewed highly, if I am allowed to judge that then I would just not care about it. If I saw someone I know homeless or begging for money when I know them from before as a top CEO I wouldn't judge sometimes life gives you struggles. Just think everyone should help out the best they can and not worry about what field or if any field they work. So moving on, today was a better day then the previous ones, since I set up my web stream to stand out more after being clueless for months, thank YouTube lol. Now I have a little bit of work into it that I am proud of. I just need to buy some equipment and then I am all ready to go. Snow is melting a little and still stuck on that idea that someone should make a heating tent to melt it all away versus shoveling, so there isn't big piles one the sidewalk. I just take notice since I walk a lot but once I have a new car I don't think I would be to worried.Quick thinking about spring and heading into summer I don't care much about it since I have traveled a lot but just thankful it is not China in July, took about 3 showers in one morning when I was there.Watching the winter snow is not bad when I want to go snowboarding but walking in it and almost falling is not fun. Below I put some pics about summer time since I know most are sick of winter.

3/01/15

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             Just came back from walking to 7-11 in this snow. It's not bad just didn't expect it to snow, I mean I got warnings from people saying that it will and that it will be 40 degrees but sometimes the news is right and other times they don't know what they are talking about. I have boots but I choose to wear my sneakers, one reason is because you could say it hurts my ankles, another reason you could say because I have size 15 shoes and boots never feel like they cover my size the best.Yes I know I have big feet, it's good in other areas but I have to keep it clean for this blog lol. So I am walking down the road since the sidewalks are walkable with ice underneath the soft snow. Just walking down the road, and I see a couple of my neighbors shoveling, trying to say hi to me but I am just walking like a bullet train pass them. Ever get that feeling, when someone you don't really know says hi to you or tries to say hi and start up a conversation, where all you want to do is head to the store and back especially when its snowing out and mind you I am wearing sneakers. I mean I don't hate people and I don't like to be rude but when did it come down to where I have to say hi if I see you and someone is considered rude if you don't. If I had everyone's number I would just send a text "hey how are you"  and maybe a longer one if I haven't seen them in a while and then I am in and out with time to spare with my busy day. Some woman hate giving numbers due to guys sending lewd pics but there is something called blocking lol, I mean I just think its silly to have a phone but not use it as a phone and just use apps like Kik to talk. A girl is worried about giving out her number but she is ok with giving out her kik? Makes no sense to me, I personally think if you had each others numbers and let's say both in question has a iPhone, then its better to text with all those features rather than waiting for kik to load and waste more of your battery. Nowadays we can't all afford the new iPhone but at least the the lower generation like the 5 is still affordable and it has really easy features compared to android systems. I am not promoting it, just saying if things are simpler why not choose that. Below I took a pic of how outside has been during the day.

2/28/15

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        It's the end of the month and I'm a little shaken about my account, my readers view is high but I am not getting the results needed. I mean when I played lotto at least I had more luck with it. I used to do mathematical equations and match them up to lotto games such as Win4 and Numbers in other states it would be called pick3 or pick4. I had a good rhythm in December of 2014 where I won from 3 Numbers a total of 20,000 in one day from a equation I made my own. Now YouTube has crazy people with theories such as Delta Lotto system but all those are just based on adding statistics that don't work. Take for example the Mega Millions (07 49 53 60 64  ball is 04) now many will tell you some wacky statistics how they can get these numbers. Truth is that if you add 7+49+53+60+64+04 = 237 now that is a sum, which every one of these people that do other statistics don't take to account. Lotto systems have to equal a sum so that it can be different from other patterns it comes in contact with. Like using a marker ,when someone plays 067 = 13 but someone else plays 823 and comes out with the same sum. Since numbers overlap that's why it can be 101 theories to how one can arrive to the same final answer. As I was saying previously, I won the 20k ,but when I went to the city recently I couldn't cash it because almost all of the vendors looked at me with 2 heads and they said all the same thing "if I don't have a sale I can't give you the 500", meaning cashing 1 ticket = 500 bucks if you win 067 lets say straight. So as you can conclude, yes I had many separate tickets. So with everyone turning me down in the city and eventually at home ,I had a lot left over that I finally decided to cash it at the Garden city center by my house ,but taxes and debt took it all. Now I am just putting that towards my failed attempts even though you win its not that simple ,if people don't become smart about how to help. Almost like when you would ask your parents for help on math that they forgotten how to do years ago or how a college grad cannot ask someone in the family on tips how to solve a problem they are stressing about. So right now, I am going to write about what happen at work, my coworker got me a slushie for 7-11 and that made my day since I was stressing all day about this blog and revenue from it. I am thinking about converting this blog to a video one soon since most people rather see a movie than read anything these days. I try to keep a positive outlook at everything since just being angry or a sadist about things can make life boring and repetitive. Most people I know care more about their image and how they have a better job than someone else. For me I have had 101 jobs from  working at a Hospital to being a System Admin at a Corporate office to a cashier at cvs. I don't care about image since when we are all 60 years old, who will even remember you , let alone remember what your name was. So when people come at the cvs on Sat to see why I am working there , reason is just to do something and not have to worry about being too stressed. That is most of the reason why I made this blog, to have something I can update and look over when and as I get older. Making it better or leaving it behind to make new and better things or adding new tech to it. Below are some pics I took of this week one is of bath balls, some of locations and others of what I ate since I am a big foodie.

2/24/15

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   Today I had a better day than last night, I had a enormous headache trying to set some video to a specific channel and after all the huffing and puffing the support team said just to click archive and it would save. I was surprised how something that looked so hard was so simple to fix. I was up all night trying to wrap my head around it and when i woke up to find out how I just had to go to settings and click a box made me relieved and kinda frustrated why it took so much time away from me. Anyway told I didn't go out much because I was playing around with features on how to broadcast video and stream and all that good stuff. I like to learn new things but not spend a lot of time on it because I don't want to spend months trying to learn one thing where I could be doing 10 other things at once. For me time is very crucial, I don't have 1000 years to learn the whole art of every job but if you explain some of it at least i could go home happy I learned something rather than absolutely nothing. I did have a dream last night I was running away from some thugs, like in one of those action movies and I kept having visions on what would come before, so I didn't get myself trapped in that situation. Took place in a hospital where I was escorting two woman to visit their friend that was hit by a car accidentally but later found out that the two thugs chasing me were the same people that hit the friend in question lying in the hospital bed. There were a lot of twists and turns like when a heroic guy or girl leaps in between two cars or in this case two rolling beds to escape the axe coming toward his or her head. To my surprise it was more like a resident evil movie than a actual real life chase ,where you would have to call for help because obviously the hospital would not be so empty you could do long slow motion jumps to. I have a video up there depicting how I was trying to play World of Tanks, because honestly on my very old gaming graphic card that is the only game that was able to download. So in the video if you can see it, it has me being successful in taking down two tanks but then later meeting my demise.It is a game just have to have fun with it. (2:46)"Gotcha uh"

2/22/15

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           Today was one of those days, I'm sure everyone has had a bad day when one thing goes wrong and it just spirals into many things going wrong. I was going to write earlier but I had some things going on, but I did learn some new things this week including how to capture video on the computer without using a camera like many do when playing and recording game play. I am sure many people know how to do this but I am just getting into it now, I always been too busy in the past with working 3 jobs and just focusing on time. Now its a little better but trying to get into different fields can be scary for anyone, even contacting some people that are friendly on game videos don't seem to respond when someone asks them a simple question on how they got started unless it is for a TV interview I suppose. If I have 1 million viewers, I am not going to lie I will lose track of faces but if someone messaged me whether they were famous or not I would still try to help even if it was a stupid questions. Most of the time people are afraid to ask any question in fear of being ignored because the question was to simplistic or not worth answering. I am not like that, I don't tell someone that is common sense, everyone isn't a expert at everything that's why we have to ask to become better. Like when older people get smart phones , maybe your mom or older sibling and doesn't know how it works entirely, we shouldn't be so quick to say hey look it up, it won't kill anyone to help for 2 or 3 seconds. Eventually they will get the hang of it and not ask anymore but we as a community shouldn't be quick to ignore just because you might be to busy or don't want to. Otherwise when something you need help with later on comes up who will be there to help if everyone just simply said figure it out on your own or don't wast my time. I hate that, people feel bad when a cat can not eat why is everyone so ok to just ignore people? Anyway I know I rant to much, but yesterday I was out getting food and I saw this funny license plate saying "HockyMom" I thought it was hilarious could mean she misspelled horny I don't know tell me your take on it. Also I have a pic of snow showing how bad it was to walk around even a block or two, it snowed all day yesterday but it was like living in a slush machine today and me with no boots makes it a adventure lol.

2/19/15

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           Today was a long day, not because it was a ton of work but because it seemed like the day dragged on. Has anyone experienced this today? I just feel like I had a whole bunch of numbers swooshing around in my head, dates, things like that. Even though I didn't have much sleep in the morning and I didn't have to be anywhere special, I felt like I can't sleep the day away, I mean I imagine a lot and if I had a ton of money I wouldn't be sitting around doing nothing just because I didn't have to do anything. I would be outside making videos or doing something to be proactive. Now that doesn't mean I judge people for not relaxing or sleeping the day away, I always think to each their own because we don't have a whole bunch of time on this earth, I don't feel the need to nitpick on people and what they should be doing, I am more focused and very worried with my own future. I just hope I have this eagerness to do things when I am 70 the worst would be waking up and feeling down. I had a dream during the night that I was in a GTA game and I could talk to people but it was all done with holograms, similar to that of HoloLens but 10 times better and no need for a goggle set. Made me think in the morning what if we could make our house or rooms we sleep in all out of hologram material and make it look 10 times better than when we wake up to lets say wood panels or painted walls. I think everyone has a ton of ideas that I hope to see come to light one day, I know having the money is a issue but maybe one day it won't be. I just think if we didn't have to worry about bills or money issues for a while what would everyone create. I know I am thinking to fictional for now but I am always happen to learn something new or watch something unfold. I could keep writing but I don't want to bore anyone with my banter, I took some pictures today finally, one is about what I was having for a snack and the other was first person view walking on the street in freezing wind scattering weather.

2/18/15

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         Well I took awhile to write a new post , wasn't in the best of moods but I think everyone has took the time to read my page, I owe it to keep it updated. Well today, I had a day that seemed like I was inside a dream. Just everything felt off, I wasn't sure if it was my lack of sleep or if I just was half awake still. With me when I wake up I can't go back to sleep, how many of you are the same? I don't want to take something like a pill or zzquil , just want to be able to fall asleep on my own. I mostly have tons of worries before I head to bed versus when you were a kid and thought when you will go to a baseball game again if you had a chance to go when you were little. I was watching this show called "Perception", I don't know if any of you heard of it but it has its good points. While in this particular episode the main character, Dr. Pierce has a father with Alzheimer's but as he lost most of his memory, he still had a memory of when he took his son to a baseball game. Just made me think even though I'm no doctor and haven't met a person struggling with Alzheimer's myself, that maybe they have one strong memory that they hold on to. I hate seeing people struggle with day to day things even more so when I see a elderly person, since I always put my foot in their shoes thinking what if that will be me one day. I know everyone will get older in their own way but I worry tons about health and how limited time can be. Wanted to post more pics but today was a really off day so I'm hoping to take more in the coming days. I'll try to juggle my best with work and this blog, just if I had some help with it would be nice but everyone has their own stuff to do I hate to be a bother.

Everyone have a great night and keep up the views every little bit helps.