2/28/15

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        It's the end of the month and I'm a little shaken about my account, my readers view is high but I am not getting the results needed. I mean when I played lotto at least I had more luck with it. I used to do mathematical equations and match them up to lotto games such as Win4 and Numbers in other states it would be called pick3 or pick4. I had a good rhythm in December of 2014 where I won from 3 Numbers a total of 20,000 in one day from a equation I made my own. Now YouTube has crazy people with theories such as Delta Lotto system but all those are just based on adding statistics that don't work. Take for example the Mega Millions (07 49 53 60 64  ball is 04) now many will tell you some wacky statistics how they can get these numbers. Truth is that if you add 7+49+53+60+64+04 = 237 now that is a sum, which every one of these people that do other statistics don't take to account. Lotto systems have to equal a sum so that it can be different from other patterns it comes in contact with. Like using a marker ,when someone plays 067 = 13 but someone else plays 823 and comes out with the same sum. Since numbers overlap that's why it can be 101 theories to how one can arrive to the same final answer. As I was saying previously, I won the 20k ,but when I went to the city recently I couldn't cash it because almost all of the vendors looked at me with 2 heads and they said all the same thing "if I don't have a sale I can't give you the 500", meaning cashing 1 ticket = 500 bucks if you win 067 lets say straight. So as you can conclude, yes I had many separate tickets. So with everyone turning me down in the city and eventually at home ,I had a lot left over that I finally decided to cash it at the Garden city center by my house ,but taxes and debt took it all. Now I am just putting that towards my failed attempts even though you win its not that simple ,if people don't become smart about how to help. Almost like when you would ask your parents for help on math that they forgotten how to do years ago or how a college grad cannot ask someone in the family on tips how to solve a problem they are stressing about. So right now, I am going to write about what happen at work, my coworker got me a slushie for 7-11 and that made my day since I was stressing all day about this blog and revenue from it. I am thinking about converting this blog to a video one soon since most people rather see a movie than read anything these days. I try to keep a positive outlook at everything since just being angry or a sadist about things can make life boring and repetitive. Most people I know care more about their image and how they have a better job than someone else. For me I have had 101 jobs from  working at a Hospital to being a System Admin at a Corporate office to a cashier at cvs. I don't care about image since when we are all 60 years old, who will even remember you , let alone remember what your name was. So when people come at the cvs on Sat to see why I am working there , reason is just to do something and not have to worry about being too stressed. That is most of the reason why I made this blog, to have something I can update and look over when and as I get older. Making it better or leaving it behind to make new and better things or adding new tech to it. Below are some pics I took of this week one is of bath balls, some of locations and others of what I ate since I am a big foodie.

2/24/15

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   Today I had a better day than last night, I had a enormous headache trying to set some video to a specific channel and after all the huffing and puffing the support team said just to click archive and it would save. I was surprised how something that looked so hard was so simple to fix. I was up all night trying to wrap my head around it and when i woke up to find out how I just had to go to settings and click a box made me relieved and kinda frustrated why it took so much time away from me. Anyway told I didn't go out much because I was playing around with features on how to broadcast video and stream and all that good stuff. I like to learn new things but not spend a lot of time on it because I don't want to spend months trying to learn one thing where I could be doing 10 other things at once. For me time is very crucial, I don't have 1000 years to learn the whole art of every job but if you explain some of it at least i could go home happy I learned something rather than absolutely nothing. I did have a dream last night I was running away from some thugs, like in one of those action movies and I kept having visions on what would come before, so I didn't get myself trapped in that situation. Took place in a hospital where I was escorting two woman to visit their friend that was hit by a car accidentally but later found out that the two thugs chasing me were the same people that hit the friend in question lying in the hospital bed. There were a lot of twists and turns like when a heroic guy or girl leaps in between two cars or in this case two rolling beds to escape the axe coming toward his or her head. To my surprise it was more like a resident evil movie than a actual real life chase ,where you would have to call for help because obviously the hospital would not be so empty you could do long slow motion jumps to. I have a video up there depicting how I was trying to play World of Tanks, because honestly on my very old gaming graphic card that is the only game that was able to download. So in the video if you can see it, it has me being successful in taking down two tanks but then later meeting my demise.It is a game just have to have fun with it. (2:46)"Gotcha uh"

2/22/15

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           Today was one of those days, I'm sure everyone has had a bad day when one thing goes wrong and it just spirals into many things going wrong. I was going to write earlier but I had some things going on, but I did learn some new things this week including how to capture video on the computer without using a camera like many do when playing and recording game play. I am sure many people know how to do this but I am just getting into it now, I always been too busy in the past with working 3 jobs and just focusing on time. Now its a little better but trying to get into different fields can be scary for anyone, even contacting some people that are friendly on game videos don't seem to respond when someone asks them a simple question on how they got started unless it is for a TV interview I suppose. If I have 1 million viewers, I am not going to lie I will lose track of faces but if someone messaged me whether they were famous or not I would still try to help even if it was a stupid questions. Most of the time people are afraid to ask any question in fear of being ignored because the question was to simplistic or not worth answering. I am not like that, I don't tell someone that is common sense, everyone isn't a expert at everything that's why we have to ask to become better. Like when older people get smart phones , maybe your mom or older sibling and doesn't know how it works entirely, we shouldn't be so quick to say hey look it up, it won't kill anyone to help for 2 or 3 seconds. Eventually they will get the hang of it and not ask anymore but we as a community shouldn't be quick to ignore just because you might be to busy or don't want to. Otherwise when something you need help with later on comes up who will be there to help if everyone just simply said figure it out on your own or don't wast my time. I hate that, people feel bad when a cat can not eat why is everyone so ok to just ignore people? Anyway I know I rant to much, but yesterday I was out getting food and I saw this funny license plate saying "HockyMom" I thought it was hilarious could mean she misspelled horny I don't know tell me your take on it. Also I have a pic of snow showing how bad it was to walk around even a block or two, it snowed all day yesterday but it was like living in a slush machine today and me with no boots makes it a adventure lol.

2/19/15

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           Today was a long day, not because it was a ton of work but because it seemed like the day dragged on. Has anyone experienced this today? I just feel like I had a whole bunch of numbers swooshing around in my head, dates, things like that. Even though I didn't have much sleep in the morning and I didn't have to be anywhere special, I felt like I can't sleep the day away, I mean I imagine a lot and if I had a ton of money I wouldn't be sitting around doing nothing just because I didn't have to do anything. I would be outside making videos or doing something to be proactive. Now that doesn't mean I judge people for not relaxing or sleeping the day away, I always think to each their own because we don't have a whole bunch of time on this earth, I don't feel the need to nitpick on people and what they should be doing, I am more focused and very worried with my own future. I just hope I have this eagerness to do things when I am 70 the worst would be waking up and feeling down. I had a dream during the night that I was in a GTA game and I could talk to people but it was all done with holograms, similar to that of HoloLens but 10 times better and no need for a goggle set. Made me think in the morning what if we could make our house or rooms we sleep in all out of hologram material and make it look 10 times better than when we wake up to lets say wood panels or painted walls. I think everyone has a ton of ideas that I hope to see come to light one day, I know having the money is a issue but maybe one day it won't be. I just think if we didn't have to worry about bills or money issues for a while what would everyone create. I know I am thinking to fictional for now but I am always happen to learn something new or watch something unfold. I could keep writing but I don't want to bore anyone with my banter, I took some pictures today finally, one is about what I was having for a snack and the other was first person view walking on the street in freezing wind scattering weather.

2/18/15

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         Well I took awhile to write a new post , wasn't in the best of moods but I think everyone has took the time to read my page, I owe it to keep it updated. Well today, I had a day that seemed like I was inside a dream. Just everything felt off, I wasn't sure if it was my lack of sleep or if I just was half awake still. With me when I wake up I can't go back to sleep, how many of you are the same? I don't want to take something like a pill or zzquil , just want to be able to fall asleep on my own. I mostly have tons of worries before I head to bed versus when you were a kid and thought when you will go to a baseball game again if you had a chance to go when you were little. I was watching this show called "Perception", I don't know if any of you heard of it but it has its good points. While in this particular episode the main character, Dr. Pierce has a father with Alzheimer's but as he lost most of his memory, he still had a memory of when he took his son to a baseball game. Just made me think even though I'm no doctor and haven't met a person struggling with Alzheimer's myself, that maybe they have one strong memory that they hold on to. I hate seeing people struggle with day to day things even more so when I see a elderly person, since I always put my foot in their shoes thinking what if that will be me one day. I know everyone will get older in their own way but I worry tons about health and how limited time can be. Wanted to post more pics but today was a really off day so I'm hoping to take more in the coming days. I'll try to juggle my best with work and this blog, just if I had some help with it would be nice but everyone has their own stuff to do I hate to be a bother.

Everyone have a great night and keep up the views every little bit helps.

2/12/15

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         Hi everyone, first want to thank everyone that visited my page, never knew so many people would check it out. So first, I apologize for writing now versus a couple of days ago, I was planning to do a catch up like previous days but I decided that could be a little confusing. So during the past days leading up to this one, several things have been going on. I had taco joes a lot more, powerball reached to a very high total, even though I don't play a lot there but its fun to see it on the news now and then and have dreams if I won, I been trying to focus my attention on FAA regulations if I was going to fly a small plane. Lots of thoughts bottled up in the course of days. Today not much was happening, work kept me busy and I finished early, just to find myself thinking about the future and how I don't want to be older in years and not be able to have some sort of retirement. I mean mostly people think about this no? Either now or before, just having thoughts about it could be scary, which made wonder, would it make everyone less stress if they could see a mirror to the future or more because this or that would happen. I worry just as much as the next guy, but maybe it is better than it is unknown to us so we don't make hasty decisions before seeing the whole picture. Maybe in life this is also true, we just have to take time out of our busy lives and to reflect but not drive ourselves nuts over what could or should be. I just think if everyone had all of their worries gone, would we just be happier or more bored. Anyway, I have some pics up one is about a pretzel I had my eye on but didn't make the decision to try it yet. The second is about what I ordered in taco joes, its called a grand canyon and I say in the buff so they put it in the container versus making it a burrito.

2/6/15

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      Now I am all caught up lol, So yes today is my birthday, I don't have as much offline friends as online friends but hey I take all friends seriously. So heading back to the Train, I had bubble tea, I never liked it but I also didn't really give it a chance, With my birthday around the corner I said to myself why not. It was really nice I never had to hot tea before and in a blink or a eye, the place went from empty to packed, I don't know it is always a weird felling I had since I was little. Any place I go one glimpse, it is empty just me and as I turn around I see everyone there in a line, I just find it so strange. I wonder if I have a weird way to attract business, if so I would like to be rich please . Anyway as I was saying goodbye to my friend, my phone died even though I charged it to 100 percent. I need a IPhone 6 plus, it has 24 hour battery so it says on its specifications. SO I wasn't in panic even though I don't memorize anyone's number I used my friends phone to email my sibling to pick me up at a certain time. Now in hopes this would work I didn't feel the need to worry, but as my stop got closer and closer, I thought to myself, what if he doesn't show up, should I walk home or take a cab. The I fumbled around in my pocket to see if I had enough to cash on hand to take a cab. Lucky enough i did, mostly I take my credit card and cabs take cash. I could have used Uber but again phone is dead so no help lol. So when I got to the place, I looked around for my sibling and yes he was not there, so I went with my second plan to catch a cab, one plan was to ask someone for a phone but I'm very shy so that is a horrible plan. Knowing that I hitched a cab, but it took forever finding a driver since it was so busy that day. So now brings us to today, I couldn't sleep last night had a late night taco bell run, which led to additional bad luck in the morning of today. My uncle lives in my place now,  and he tends to bring his gf over to have some hanky panky, but its rude since the downstairs restroom is the only one that works probably. So him closing the door for privacy is not the best when other people in the house need to use the restroom. I mean everyone has common sense right? If you have someone over and you know the only working restroom is near your room, have the decency to not linger down there or better yet go to her place. I was very frustrated with him doing that so early in the morning when everyone is on a busy schedule. Just everyone be considerate of others , don't be selfish just because you want to get it on and you know others need that facility.
Wish it was summer, this snow just keeps building.

2/5/15

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      When I called my friend, I was surprised to see she was right next to me when she called. I mean Penn Station in NY is a big place and it was hilarious to see that she was right next to me. I thought I had to wait a hour or so, some people I met previously have said that to me, to meet here at a certain time but they are late themselves, I'm not sure if you have any friends like that or are always the early one. As we went outside to go the the restaurant, she kept telling me about Taylor swift song coming to New york, I mean I haven't heard it but I wanted to talk about something with more substance. I mean music has substance in itself, but talking about it versus other topics i don't know lol. Anyway, she took me in circles , thinking I was getting lost or dizzy trying to find it and wondering what if I was blind folded and asked to retrace my steps to the restaurant, that would be a quiz I would fail for sure. Even my friend almost missed the place but the food was very good, I have to text her the name , hold on 1 second.... Miss Korea waiting for location now. Just typing that Taco Joes I had earlier made me to full feel like a rolling pin lol. Still waiting (...) I looked it up I guess they were busy. Has that ever happen to someone they know, you text them waiting for a response and it take 100 years for them to reply, I know everyone is busy but please say that you are so we can do other stuff I don't like to assume anything of anyone. Anyway it is Miss Korea BBQ located on 10 west 32nd Street, New York, NY 10001. The food was great but I didn't like the bulgogui, just because it was cooked differently to my liking, I usually like it stir fried and I don't care if that is the wrong way to cook it, tastes good to me lol. So I had many side dishes there and after we went to have some cake all in the birthday theme of the day. There was a little bakery right next to it, I would tell you but I don't want to keep making anyone wait till tomorrow for the answer, just know it very close to it on the same street. There is also a tofu shop there but maybe next time I'll try it out. Continue 2/6/15

2/4/15

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        So As I was saying, don't need to many of those stares, makes me uneasy to talk out loud if I had to. Promptly before arriving at Penn Station, I stood up to walk near the doors because you know like a flight everyone tries to get out at the same time. I didn't want to wait just like every hates to. As I was waiting there, A girl stood up and said excuse me, I was like oh ok not thinking much of it, but I saw she was unplugging here phone. I haven't been on a train recently, but I thought that was cool next time I'll bring my charger. So I expressed my shock and she slighted joked how she fights people for that charger space. We talked a little but then it was a awkward silence. I don't know if anyone experiences that with strangers of the opposite sex but I hate it when that happens. I'm like what do I talk about next or how can i keep the conversation going, even though she is a stranger , still fun to meet new people. I mean I could have asked for a number but I didn't want to come off as creepy. It's very difficult situations like that wise there was some sort of way to know what to do next. So as the doors open since we arrived, she kindly smiled and said have a good day and I replied the same but I wonder if I will always be that nervous around people when I turn 50 but I do think its way better than it has been in previous ages, mind you I am not 50. Since I haven't been to the city in years I was confused what to take to get out, once I remember taking a exit and it lead me outside on the street side, this was years ago. As I followed everyone else, I knew I had to call my friend since she was the one that invited me to a Korean restaurant in the first place for my birthday. Continue 2/5/15

2/3/15

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      Sorry everyone I have been late to write anything new, I will rant from 2/3/15-2/6/15 so I will catch up. Yesterday I went to the city early. I went to the ticket station and no one was there, now me personally I like a person to talk to because sometimes the train is peak or off peak which always confuses me which one I should take. So I used the automated machine and I choose off peak, as it printed out I wasn't to confident on it, thinking to myself what if I got the wrong ticket and had to be a additional. At least I didn't have to walk all the way there, from my place to the train could be 30-40 mins depending how fast I walk. So when I was waiting for the train, everyone there seemed to be in doors, I mean it was cold but not like previous days, it won't kill anyone to wait outside lol. When I still had 5 mins to the train, I saw this billboard across the platform showing the NY lottery. Now I play here and there just like the next guy, but it made me think about the woman in Texas that figured out with math when deliveries in here town were coming and which ones were the winning ones. She apparently won 4 times in one year. Mind you this was scratch offs not any numbers or take 5, I'm talking about millions in a couples of weeks. I couldn't peek too much on my phone because I didn't bring a charger, I know stupid me. But, I kept having that thought , I mean there has to be some way to do win, I mean I don't need 200 million or whatever the power ball is but 5 million will do lol. SO when the train finally came, There were more than enough seats, and I was sitting behind a loud talker. I don't mind myself I luv people to talk because I'm so quiet myself, but she kept rambling and even some of the people adjacent to me were staring. I don't pay any mind to it but I couldn't believe some people's stares , its just someone talking on the phone , lighten up a little. Continue on 2/4/15

2/2/15

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        How did everyone in the NY area do with all that snow towards the evening. At first in the morning I thought it wasn't going to snow and then I saw how there was a lot of water on the ground, thinking it might be ice soon. Walking to even a near by store was like walking through a jungle today and passing each inch to get to the next block. As it turned to evening, I saw all the snow coming in heavy amounts and didn't think anything of it until I saw everyone in my place staying in because the roads were bad and mind you we have old used cars. To drive in bad weather is not worth it to get stuck somewhere we have to tow. I even helped someone to push their car into the drive way, it wasn't very tragic but all the same there was a lot of snow this past two weeks. I feel like its mid November even though its February, was thinking that idea of heat tents to melt the snow might come more in handy than sprinkling rock salt everywhere. Just a thought now but maybe who knows in the future could be new ways to deal with this since many people have to go to work and earn that money, it can become a bothersome to walk or even travel in this snow.

2/1/15

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    How was everyone's Super Bowl? I didn't have much snacks laid out since I had some family problems. Did anyone ever have a fight with a sibling over something they didn't want peeking at. In this case it was my blog, sorry to those that had this change, Had to change the name a little for privacy purposes. I luv how in a instance you can change the name of the web page rather than having to wait for the change like with a bank card. Well today I had some Mexican food and it wasn't all that great thought it would have bigger portions but the outside of the restaurant looked a little small so I shouldn't expect much. But the service was very quick didn't have to wait very long for the food, I would mention the restaurant but it wasn't the best so I don't want to send anyone there lol. I heard the commercials in the Super Bowl were great but the Half Time show didn't seem to capture the audience as it did previous years. I always look forward to the food and I usually YouTube the commercials nowadays if I missed it. All I know if I ever own my own house one day, I'm going to have a mountain of boneless wings and a pool of dipping sauce. I know that sounds kinda unhealthy but hey once year is not bad. Right now I'm trying to get my finances in check and worry a whole lot about the future, but food shouldn't be one of them. I saw in the news recently that a group of college guys are helping awareness for hungry kids out there by partnering up with food charities. I think that's great everyone should help out where they can and make this already tough life less rough on people especially kids. I want to write more about my day but it has just been a bad one today and trying to put a face on for people especially family your fighting with is not the best especially in public. I'm not sure if you ever had a average day just nothing happening and someone starts with you, I think its unnecessary and absurd to start quarrels for no apparent reason. If someone tells another no then they should respect their answer and move on, not have some kind of debate why they are restricted from access on the matter. Everyone just respect everyone's opinion, it is the civil thing to do.